28 05, 2018

Freedom and Courage in this Sober Life

2020-11-11T15:25:41-08:00May 28th, 2018|Freedom, Gratitude|0 Comments

    There are many words to describe the essence of Memorial Day, and they go hand in hand with my sober life. A few of them are mainstays in my daily vocabulary. Freedom. Gratitude. Courage. In contemplating the holiday today, I am beyond grateful for the courageous men and women who unselfishly serve(d) to protect our freedoms. Following our calling. For those I know in the military, it seems like a calling they have answered. What an amazing gift to realize your calling and then to be courageous enough to respond. How brave you must be to report to duty knowing that your physical well-being could easily be at-risk, and your mental peace could forever be disrupted. Sometimes I feel that I am called to do certain things in life, but I often quiet those voices with a quick “shish.” Shhh…quiet down. It’s too scary. Shhh…quiet down. What will [...]

24 05, 2018

All The Feels in Sobriety

2020-11-11T15:25:41-08:00May 24th, 2018|Early Sobriety, Gratitude|0 Comments

My first job out of college was an insurance adjuster position. For those of you wondering what an insurance adjuster does—they basically decide if you are going to receive any money and how much when you submit a claim to an insurance company. Wow! Just writing the description of an adjuster is quite revealing to me. I was in charge of deciding how much money people would receive from an insurance claim. It’s ironic to me because I have had issues with money my whole life. I am going to save my “money” issues post for another day. So, how do you decide if someone will receive money or not and how much money to give? You crawl under wet and mildewed houses with the mice and spiders to inspect leaky pipes. You climb rooftops to count how many shingles were stolen by the wind in the latest storm. You [...]

20 05, 2018

Handling the Blessings of Sobriety

2020-11-11T15:25:42-08:00May 20th, 2018|Early Sobriety, Gratitude|0 Comments

Can you Handle the Goodness in Your Life or the Blessings of Sobriety? Ahhh…it’s Monday. And, I am coming off of a heavy soul-searching weekend. It’s going to sound silly to you when you hear the root cause that instigated this quest for inner discovery this weekend. Or maybe it won’t. Lately, I have been feeling like I am in a tornado. Literally, I have been envisioning furniture (chairs to be specific) flying at me. They are light and airy, but chairs, no less. My life feels like it is moving at such high speed, and I am in a vortex of goodness. And this tornado I describe is a tornado of abundance. Tornado of Abundance Good things are happening quickly and often. Have you ever been caught in a tornado of goodness? It’s pretty effing amazing! And a little bit unnerving at the same time. Beautiful things are coming [...]

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